no idea how this day is going to end
started off good
then a fight wid a frnd
then blurting it out in front of a few ppl
n then those ppl telling other ppl
n then me n my fend talking again
then me ditching my frnd again
:(
no idea what i have just done n y
but its kind of messed up
n the worst part
loads of work
:'(
and i dun even want to work today
Friday, June 5, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
the main highlight was the fact that i got back at someone(one of the two girls i dun get along wid at the office)
itz like this: a lil while ago, i accidently did a lil work that was assigned to one of the TWO.. n she was like all that was mine that was mine.. khair yesterday my team leader told me to do something and while i was doing it that girl was like "just for ur info, this was assigned to me" i did nt do anything abt it and just told my team leader if this was our batch.. n that girl had to hear it frm her team leader
serves her right for trying to be my boss
well i do feel bad
coz i had nt intended tha for her
ok work calls
itz like this: a lil while ago, i accidently did a lil work that was assigned to one of the TWO.. n she was like all that was mine that was mine.. khair yesterday my team leader told me to do something and while i was doing it that girl was like "just for ur info, this was assigned to me" i did nt do anything abt it and just told my team leader if this was our batch.. n that girl had to hear it frm her team leader
serves her right for trying to be my boss
well i do feel bad
coz i had nt intended tha for her
ok work calls
4th june
yesterday was one freakish day
firstly, i had to stay late
which is SO not me
i usually finish my work before evryone else n then enjoy the feeling
but yesterday.... well i had to stay late n even then i finished last
it was coz of the quality of work v recieved and also due to the fact that i was a lil lazy n so not in the mood for working
wellleft office aroung 9 pm
then had to share a company car with 3 other girls
2 had to b dropped before me
n i dun really get along with those two very well
:)
funny situation
the thrid one was from another branch so i did nt know her
well got home n then had to leave again coz i had to get groceries for home
n then i had to help out with dinner and then my phupoo was here had to give her time
so i slept late
but woke up widout a headache today
:)
hope i have a good day at the office
firstly, i had to stay late
which is SO not me
i usually finish my work before evryone else n then enjoy the feeling
but yesterday.... well i had to stay late n even then i finished last
it was coz of the quality of work v recieved and also due to the fact that i was a lil lazy n so not in the mood for working
wellleft office aroung 9 pm
then had to share a company car with 3 other girls
2 had to b dropped before me
n i dun really get along with those two very well
:)
funny situation
the thrid one was from another branch so i did nt know her
well got home n then had to leave again coz i had to get groceries for home
n then i had to help out with dinner and then my phupoo was here had to give her time
so i slept late
but woke up widout a headache today
:)
hope i have a good day at the office
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
still waiting for work to begin at my end
everybody else seems to be doing something
i am so not good at spending my free time at the office
:)
thats why i like working so much
what i was thinking about right now is that where will i end up
u know in the longer run
nt as long as 10 yrs or something
like 2-4 yrs
where will i be
i dun think i can continue a job at this position for another yr
i need to grow in my profession n if thats nt going to happen here i will change my job or something
i have such big plans
sometimes i worry if i will even b alive to see them through
well everything will unfold with time
i just hope "very" bad things dont happen to me
i can handle bad but very bad is a lil hard to handle
well hoping the best for everyone
n missing my parents alot
:)
everybody else seems to be doing something
i am so not good at spending my free time at the office
:)
thats why i like working so much
what i was thinking about right now is that where will i end up
u know in the longer run
nt as long as 10 yrs or something
like 2-4 yrs
where will i be
i dun think i can continue a job at this position for another yr
i need to grow in my profession n if thats nt going to happen here i will change my job or something
i have such big plans
sometimes i worry if i will even b alive to see them through
well everything will unfold with time
i just hope "very" bad things dont happen to me
i can handle bad but very bad is a lil hard to handle
well hoping the best for everyone
n missing my parents alot
:)
3rd June 2009
everyday is a new realisation these days
i read somewhere that "all ppl want is someone who can listen"
n when i m there to listen they might take me for granted
n itz nt their fault (atleast nt all of it)
itz my own fault as well
i dun remember ever telling someone that i have enough on my plate kindly keep ur stuff to urself
i m there to help..n i like it this way
well then y should i ever feel bad
ppl do have good n bad days
that does nt mean they r "100% good" or "100% bad"
i keep taking things the wrong way
n yea.. i got a call frm someone frm the office asking abt my qualificatons n experience yesterday
i hope it was related to promotion and that i do get promoted
:P
i m so not gonna stay stuck in the twisted situation for long
i m gonna et over it and move on
and "I AM GOING TO START THINKING POSITIVE"
atleast i will try
:)
i read somewhere that "all ppl want is someone who can listen"
n when i m there to listen they might take me for granted
n itz nt their fault (atleast nt all of it)
itz my own fault as well
i dun remember ever telling someone that i have enough on my plate kindly keep ur stuff to urself
i m there to help..n i like it this way
well then y should i ever feel bad
ppl do have good n bad days
that does nt mean they r "100% good" or "100% bad"
i keep taking things the wrong way
n yea.. i got a call frm someone frm the office asking abt my qualificatons n experience yesterday
i hope it was related to promotion and that i do get promoted
:P
i m so not gonna stay stuck in the twisted situation for long
i m gonna et over it and move on
and "I AM GOING TO START THINKING POSITIVE"
atleast i will try
:)
corrections to the last one
*perspective
i m so angry at some ppl i cant even spell right :)
*biased TOWARDS me
*confusion
i hope there is nothing wrong with the last post now
:P
i m so angry at some ppl i cant even spell right :)
*biased TOWARDS me
*confusion
i hope there is nothing wrong with the last post now
:P
2nd june
everything is so freaking messed up
if someone had told me what pl can b like 6 months ago i would have said "noway.. mayb u r taking it in the wrong perspecive"
but now i can expect anything frm ppl
God!!! they pretend to b ur frnds n then use u n u cant even do anything abt it
if only i could learn to say NO :S
and on top of that i think some ppl r being biased against me
but then again i might b wrong
GOD!!!! i am in a whirlpool of confuson right now
have no idea what to do or where to go or who to talk to
this blog place is the best place to say stuff i cant say to ppl
:P
if someone had told me what pl can b like 6 months ago i would have said "noway.. mayb u r taking it in the wrong perspecive"
but now i can expect anything frm ppl
God!!! they pretend to b ur frnds n then use u n u cant even do anything abt it
if only i could learn to say NO :S
and on top of that i think some ppl r being biased against me
but then again i might b wrong
GOD!!!! i am in a whirlpool of confuson right now
have no idea what to do or where to go or who to talk to
this blog place is the best place to say stuff i cant say to ppl
:P
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