i am tired
but i m happy
i have learned new things
the biggest being happy even when i dont fell like it

o and yesssssssssss..
my darling hero in my fav drama is going through so much
:(
i hate seeing him like that
:)
i m creepy

closing at the office
bound to b tiring and ..... LATE SITTING

:S

well atleast now it will be over
i will be on the bed an hr after i get home
would rest all i can

:)

have to prepare myself coz i will b bored out of my mind for the next few days

norwegien ppl!!! plz hear my plea and scan the next batches realllllllllllllll soon

:P

:)

just saw a few other blogs
came across such sweet beautiful ones
cant believe i m such a ungrateful person
well, i have learned (in a few minutes) that somewhere someone is in an even worse situation
so i will pray for others now n try thinking of my own troubles as small n "manageable"
which is kind of hard
see, the fact is that i need someone to lean on, someone to protect me n worry about me.
at a crowded place i just want someone to be there wid me
whom i can trust
well i can hope n keep praying for the right ppl to walk into my life or else i dun wany anyone else who hurts me
:)
m happy now
n praying for the little boy who had an accident

i feel like i m in the wizard of oz
i m dorothy
so far from home
ppl who love me n care for me
in a cruel n cold world
with friends who r looking for answers
just want to go back home
b wid my ppl
but whenever i go home i cant stop thinking about when i will ave to go back again
i m scared
but i dont think i m as strong as dorothy
wat if i get lost n can never ever go home..??
ppl scare me, places scare me, situations scare me..
what will i ever do
what if my "wizard of oz" will never end wid me living wid my ppl, my family forever
and what if i dont get there??
everything confuses me
ppl, their behavior, what they say, everything contradicts
:S
i cant get it
y does everything have to be confusing
i just want a simple world
:)
miss u mama abu
ALOTTTTTTTTTTT

???

sometimes I think of how perfect this time is n then just one thing thats mising makes everything else vague n so nt clear
my time has not been this good, all because of Allah, but i dunno y i cant get over the fact that nobody gets eveyrthing in life ..
bus plz plz let me get over this stupid dumb ungrateful feeling..
i cant b like this
:(

office today seems boring
even though my frnd came after a day off (she was nt well)
but the thing is i dun socialise n the even bigger fact is that "I CANT SOCIALISE"
now thatz out n upfront
that does nt make me sad
i could sit alone n spend my time by myself
but when ppl keep telling u nt to stay alone but still dun try HARDER to get me involved then i get upset..
ppl if u have such an issue wid me being alone then u should try to b wid me n dun expect it to b the other way around

:S

sometimes things seem so obvious but they r nt.. u like someone n they turn out to b real idiots.. but that could b because i m wrong.. i dun get stuff like this. how can ppl b such hypocrites.. or mayb i m making judgements based on someone else's experiences.. but is nt that what smart ppl do?? "learn from other pl's experiences instead of getting killed trying to cross a busy road just to get one's own experience".. and then observation tells u alot.. but what troules me is that i might b wrong in my observation n my judgement.