Sometimes we wish for stuff that we imagine is within our reach but the moment our need for that becomes strong we realise that we were being sill, childish and immature in thinking that we could have it.. but by then the thoughts of that thing/person are so strong that its hard to even think about what it would be like if it did nt turn out the way we imagined..

These are the moments in which our faith and our believes help us.. the thought that there is some higher being looking out for me is comforting..

I do pray what I am hoping for comes true and if the odds prevail and I end up empty handed in that regard, God, give me the strength to move on..!!!